Into the wild

I'm back from my class' round-lake-Balaton tour. I really enjoyed it, it was awesome cycling that much, I didn't expect that. We were cycling 3-4 hours a day I guess, I felt so free, and I had time to think...about everything. Well, usually my thoughts were around one certain person, but I guess it's okay. Nowadys I'm looking for that kind of freedom, so I go cycling as much as I can, but it's really hot outside, I barely can do it for more than one hour. Also we went swimming. I dodn't really like it in the lake... and wearing swimmingsuit... It was a real camp as it is. Mosquitos, laughing, crying, love, hate, music, accidents, being lost. It was one of the best - if not the best - camps with class.

(Gonna upload pics on picasa, but my computer and op. system has been refreshed, so there's almost nothing usable)

Two days after I got home from camp, Lilla came here for 5 days. 5 days seem long but it really was short time. We were a lot at Westend playing with Xbox Kinect, went to the cinema and to the amusement park. It was the second time in my life I was there, and now I could try things that I'd not been able before. For example Skyflyer was my favourite, an I loved the Castle too. and the T-rex... that was... deathly. xD With Lilla, we sounded like Chewbacca... And after we survived everything, Lilla proposed to me! That was romantic in the sunset in the middle of Heroes' Square. Oh yeah, and watch Simon's Cat! We loved th

e videos! And found it on the ground:

When I took this photo, I was at Astoria to recieve my passport with my visa, and my ticket for my travel to Beijing! I'm really excited about it. I've been out of Europe only once at Canary Islands but I can remember nothing, and this will be my first travel to Asia! I leaving in a week with my classmate, Minka, and 8 other hungarian students, and we'll be 170 at Beijing, because from 17 countries (including countries from America and Asia) are the students coming from, 10-10 from each one.

Still, I need to make my little show for the farewell night there. I think I'll play this on the piano:

I think this is the only folk song I can honestly say I like. Maybe because grandma and mother used to sing this for me when I was little.

So I'm off now on, I don't think I'll write any entry before China, so see ya when I come back!

再见

Done!

It's finally over. Today was the ending ceremony at my school, and I have only best grades, and my exams are literature:5 history:4 (that motherfucker Themistokles xD). I'm satisfied with all these.

Anyway I'm a bit afraid of this summer, cause I still need someone to go with to VOLT, then I'm going to China (gonna be awesome, but still :D) aaand I'm gonna have english exam...

Tommorrow it's show! Gonna performance our dance coreographies which are awesome! I hope I'll be able to do everything, cause some parts are difficult.

Also class camp will start in a week. It's gonna be a round-Balaton trip by bicycle, and we're sleeping at a different place every night.

Speeking of night I had a weird dream. There was Jared Leto who was the Satan himself and he had me do things for him, other way he kills me. They were only pretty normal things to do. Unfortunately I can't remember more. And I had another dream, and I know it was special, but I can't remember this aswell.

I like this song, yet it's sad

Closer To The Edge

Guess what I made today...

PANCAKES!

I finished all the items for the exams... Challanger approaches! It's just two days...So I scanned some stuff. First: find the mistake!

By the time I finished it really became madness...

Mein OC.

Today was a big storm, so I was running up and down in the house.

Closer

I realised when I don't go to school (or I'm waiting for something important like my exams) time passes so fucking slower... Seriously. Today I washed my hair and went to the building where my training is, and then the janitor told me there's nothing today, because it's Sunday... what the fuck... buuuuurn... so I walked home cause the buses come rarely on SUNDAYS.

So today I found the start of an old comic I'd drawn, and I continued it with new ideas. It'll be pretty complicated. First you may think it's yaoi, but
you should read onwards, tehehe. I like the fuck scene...


So exams getting closer each day... Today's song:


No, I'm not horny at all...
By the way, Pirates of the Caribean 4 is awesome!

On step closer

I don't like the thought that my exams are gonna be in 5 days. Today I did 1, 376445 (let's call it one and a half) items, and I realised I don't have any motivation. So I rather tidied my room, especially my desk which had been so messy that i couldn't do anything on it.

By the way, I came across a Jared Leto poster, and I stuck it on the side of my dresser, so I'll be waking up seeing his gorgeous eyes every morning from now on. xD (everytime I see those eyes I fell like being eyefucked :D)

I've sorted some pictures that I'm gonna submit on DA soon. Soon. Soon. Soon.

For the title of hte entry:

I've stopped being and The War is coming...

So pretty much I've been off since ever, so it's time to start over.

Lately I haven't really drawn anything, so I feel like I gave up on myself. Actually I want to draw, but it's a period in my life again that my style is changing cause of several things. I think one of these reasons is music. I've been listening to 30 Seconds To Mars for a month and I simply can't stop. I really like their music, and I think it's changed my way of thinking. The other reason can be a certain person I can't stop thinking about... Nowadays I'm getting back up, and practising all the time, so it'll be okay I'm sure.

I really hope that I can go to VOLT Festival to MARS concert, it'd really make my life, but I won't be allowed unless I find someone adault to go with.

Anyway "war is coming" because I'm taking grammar-literature and history exams in a week. Cause of this our class's not going to school this and next week. Ohmygawd, I should prepare for those exams... *cry* And those will be oral exams... *suicide* Woah, wish me luck!

Other. In July I'm gonna go to Beijing, and I really am excited about it. I wonder how much I'll be speaking chinese and how much I will understand... Will be funny.

Also in August I'm planning to take english exams, the advanced level, so due to preparing I'll be completely off in that period, I guess.

Guess that's all for now, I'll try to post stuff more often... Zai jien.

Weird weird weird

Holnap indulok a sítáborba és már alig várom! *w* Kíváncsi vagyok kikkel leszek egy szobában, mert az én osztályomból rajtam kívül senki sem jön, és tizedikesekkel leszek.

Mostanság olyan random jókedvben szenvedek...xD Talán leginkább az új Avril számnak köszönhető, mert vlahogy mindig egy csomó energiát ad.

Mint osztálytársam, Márk is felhívta a figyelmemet, január 21. óta összegyűjtött a vidi 9,5 millió megtekintést, ami szép.

Egyetlen gondom a számmal, hogy teljesen más, mint a régiek amik miatt megszerettem az énekesnőt. Régebben sokkal egyedibb volt szerintem. Közelebb is állt hozzám. Ettől feüggetlenül ajánlom mindenkinek ezt a dalt. :D

Csütörtökön és pénteken lelkizős beszélgetést tartottunk az osztály lány tagjaival. Gyakrabban kéne ilyen, mert összehozza az embereket, és tisztázódnak dolgok. Mondjuk néha még mindig nehéz rávennem magam, hogy minden apróságot elmondjak valakiről, amit gondolok. Ezt itt sem fogom megtenni, bár néha közel állok hozzá. Amúgy azt vettem észre, hogy kezdenek kifejezetten zavarni emberek, és nem csak sulin belül. Általában ignorálom ezt az érzést, de van akire csak ránézek és ideges leszek.

Olvasom a Vampire Knightot. *w* Eddig nagyon tetszik. Belekukucskáltam az olvasóhelyemen az utolsó fejezetbe, és azt láttam, hogy nincs befejezve... Remélem, ez nem csak azért van, mert hiányzik pár fejezet az oldalról, hanem tényleg folytatódik még, és akkor ennél is úgy van, hogy az anime más, mint a manga, mert ha jól tudom, az már befejeződött.
Jelenleg totálisan Zero oldalán vagyok, és undorítónak tartom, ahogy Kaname viselkedik. Egyrészt úgy kezeli Yuukit, mint egy rongybabát, mint pl mikor random felkapja és rádobja az ágyra. Másrészt (az egész tisztavérűséges dolog hibája is, de) mi az hogy a testvérével akar házasodni. Én belegondoltam, és nem bírnám elviselni, ha a testvéremmel kéne "szerelmi" kapcsolatban lennem úgymond.

Egy kis összehasonlítás: Vampire Knight vs Twilight series

Nekem a vámpírok karaktere jobban tetszett a Twilightban, mert kevésbé emberiek. A VK-ban is harapdálnak, meg csodálatosak, és vannak képességeik, de normál ételeket esznek, sőt asszem szükségük is van rá, alszanak, és azért rajtuk is kijön, hogy a szerző előző mangája komikus volt, ehhez ért leginkább (elmondása szerint). A hierarchia önmagában nem tetszik, de az E szintre esés jó pontot kap tőlem, viszont ez feltételezi az előtte lévőt. Történetben a VK messze lesöpri a Twilightot. Nem mondom, hogy ebből a szempontból pontosan össze lehet hasonlítani a kettőt, hiszen elég különbözőek, de VK-ban valódi váratlan csavarok vannak már rögtön az elején is. A Twilight történetében szerintem kifejezetten rossz, hogy 3 köteten keresztül tulajdonképpen ugyanaz a veszély fenyegeti Bellát, eközben folyton nyafog, és idegesítő szinten szenved. Persze vannak benne olyan részek, amik nagyon jól megmutatja az érzelmeket, erre van kiélezve. Viszont a VK-ban is az érzelmeken elég sok hangsúly van. Azonban, mint más mangák esetében is, a Vk is kicsit össze van csapva, mintha a szerző útközben meggondolná magát. Valaki belép a történetbe, alig csinál valamit, de már el is tűnik, pl.: Zero mindkét "mestere". Ha később még visszatérnek valahogy, akkor nem szóltam, még nem olvastam teljesen végig. Az első kötet (már magyarul is elérhető), szerintem nem tartozik hozzá a történethez, de szükséges ahhoz, hogy felvázolja a körülményeket.

Hát nem olyan röviden ennyi.

ÉS megyek is aludni, mert holnap korán kelek.